...I am incapable to live without you, I am unable to stop myself from tears, I am unable to forget you. What do I do ? How do I live ?
I am desperate to love you, I am frantic to come close to you. But I am helpless, my life is like a path of thorns without you. Each moment the memories of the past haunt my mind. I am reminded of the joyous time once spent with you. I am forced to think about the time when you were so good to me, when your love seemed to me like a heaven of dreams...But now I understand that, that world of dreams, was indeed a fantasy!
I just cannot believe that you could change so drastically. I cannot imagine even in my wildest of dreams that you could tell me to kill my self. Though you have gone away from me and my life, I still continue to stay with you and with your reminiscences.
I live my life remembering the spectacular times once spent with you. Though I know that the divine past will never come back but still I hopelessly hope that you will come back to me one day -- At The Dusk Of My Life.
'The Dusk Of My Life' is an ocean of lost memories, its an assortment of my feelings for HER, both joyous and melancholy!
'The Endowment Of My Fate' is the ultimate crash of my feelings, which marks the end of a life and the foundation of a new one...
